In my relationship.
Basically, everywhere and ever way I can be miserbale, I am.
And as usual, it's all my fault.
I've done this to myself, slowly, but surely.
I'm the biggest waste of space...I know I'm fucking everything up on a daily basis, but I do nothing to right myself.
Now I've dug myself into a hole so deep, I have no idea how, or even if, I'll ever be able to get out...
Just to keep things all nice an happy...
Yesterday was the second anniversary of my Father's death.
I went to the cemetery, put flowers, etc.
But did I really say anything to my father while I was there?
No. I've been as bad a son since his death than I was while he was alive.
I basically fucking suck as a human being.