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I NEED TO BITCH
FEBRUARY 2004

Tuesday February 24, 2004

It's not easy.

Friday February 6, 2004

See, in the snowball effect that happens in my mind, people should never have happened

Humanity as a whole should never have happened
The universe, and by that I guess I really mean Earth, would have been much better off had no human ever infected it

I’ve felt this way all along, but I arrived here now by thinking that certain criminals should not be allowed lawyers
Which got me to thinking that that’s not allowed, because we live in a fair country, a democracy
Which made me think maybe we shouldn’t be a democracy
Which made me realize that obviously I wouldn’t want to live in a police state, a tyrannical state, etc
Which made me realize that we wouldn’t have to worry about stuff like that, if we were never here

Sure, mankind has done absolute wonders
But the Earth, in it’s rawest form, is far superior to the wonders of man

We should have never happened
We all should have been flora and fauna and all matters of earthly elements
But not humans

An animal, nature, it doesn’t kill indiscriminately
It only kills to eat, or to protect, or to keep the circle of life going in its perpetual manner

Man
Man kills
And Man tends to believe in a God that smiles upon the senseless slaughter of a building full of people as long as it’s done in his name
Man is inherently evil in that it thinks and it lusts

And now yet another completely innocent little girl is dead
And it never should have happened

It never should have been allowed to happen

And I know I sound like a hypocrite because I fully enjoy what modern technology has allowed us
I love movies and music and God knows I’m addicted to the internet

But I still think we shouldn’t be here

Monday February 2, 2004

Oh well, the Fucking Patriots won the Super Bowl as expected.
But the Panthers came close, so at least that was OK.

I pissed off a couple of people recently.
I'm sorry.

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