I JUST GOTTA VENT
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Like I said the other day, I have a lot of anger issues.
Well, yesterday a coworker said that he could literally see a black aura raging around me.
Now, I dunno just how into the whole "new agey-self diagnosed psychic-psycho-babble" stuff he is, but I found it interesting because I've been told that before.
I know and have known plenty of people who are into that whole scene, and yeah, I have been told before that I'm shrouded in darkness (literally). I've also been told that when peering into my soul, they saw me as my own prisoner, chained face first into a wall of thorns in a dark basement, etc, etc, etc.
Funny thing is, even though I don't really believe in anything (especially myself), I can almost belive those comments.
Monday, April 25, 2005
No really, Fuck.
It was a pretty good weekend overall, but really, apart from the relationship, EVERYTHING SUCKS!
My computer seems to be dead, my cell phone seems to be dying, my bank account looks like a war zone, and my job. Oy vey with the job.
On the plus side I've reached a personal high for how much hate I can muster at any given time.
That's gotta count for something...
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Relationship going well.
Seriously, fuck, my doctor said I'm gonna need to start taking meds if I don't stop letting every little thing stress me out.
I don't want any more meds (hello, I already take a fucking blood pressure med!), but I know I won't be "mellowing out" any time soon...
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Well, the "whatever this is" has evolved and is now an official relationship.
Yep, I have a girlfriend.
How weird is that?
She's really great and I will try to enjoy myself quite a bit until she inevitably dumps me...
It's the second and last week of me filling in on JOEY'S SITE. I think things went OK, even though I found a typo after the fact (even though I proofed it three times!). But right now I'm still not sure what I'm gonna write...
Friday, April 8, 2005
Something about Fridays is really depressing to me.
I know that sounds absolutely insane, but I calls them like I sees them, and yep, I'm very blah on Fridays.
Today in particular is bad, 'cause the weather is horrible and well, yeah.
But there is good news.
This weekend, and next too, I will be updating the home page on my pal
JOEY'S COOL SITE.
I'm nervous about it, even though at this point I believe technically, it's all good. But I hope the content I put up is OK with everybody. I mean, I know I won't offend anybody or anything, but what if I'm boring enough to lose him visitors?!? That would suck, and I hope it doesn't happen.
Anyway, it'll be interesting to see what happens...
So things are going well with this new "whatever this is that we got going on" (relationship) I'm in. I still refer to it that way because I didn't know how far things were gonna go, and quite frankly don't know where it's going. But for now, it's nice and I'm enjoying the ride...
Sunday, April 3, 2005
I'm not really in mourning or anything, but I think it's kind of sad that the Pope died.
I'm not into organized religion at all, but he seemed like good people, you know? I hope he's in a better place.
Friday, April 1, 2005
I dunno how I feel about the whole Terri Schiavo ordeal, but I'm glad the poor girl's finally at peace. Whole thing is just a huge tragedy...