It was all bad enough as we learned more and more about the killer after the fact, but yesterday's bombshell about the package he sent to NBC during the lapse between killings...
So incredibly disturbing.
And I have to say...
I wouldn't dare make this personal, but I have to say something:
I've already had one insensitive person, obviously to mock and/or hurt me, compare me to the gunman.

Now, I know I'm an asshole. I know I'm rude and antisocial, and yeah, I hate people in general. I know I like "dark stuff", I read horror books, I "write" dark, depressing crap, and of course I listen to heavy metal, and mostly the heavier, darker varieties of that. But I can say with almost total certainty, that I could never and would never do anything even remotely similar to what this madman and others like him have ever done.
Aside from the obvious, that I know right from wrong, I am actually a rather innocent person, and I loathe violence. I've never touched a real gun, nor do I ever want to. I don't even like the idea of hunting (even though I know the majority of food I eat is from a dead animal). The idea of killing people or "blowing shit up" is anathema to me.
I think I've made my point, and I'm sorry this kind of rambles and isn't exactly eloquent, but there it is.