I JUST GOTTA VENT
Monday, July 30, 2007
Today would have been my father's 74th birthday.
Happy Birthday Dad.
I love you and miss you.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
I feel it's my duty and obligation to come in here and discuss something.
My heart's not in it, but oh well.
Things are not going well.
In my favorite song of all time, Metallica's epic about suicide, James Hetfield laments, "life, it seems to fade away".
I can't say the same thing exactly.
In my case, life, it seems to pass me by.
I get older and older, and yeah, life has passed me by.
I grow more and more irrelevant, and though I desperately try to hold on, I'm left lying face down in a cloud of dust and dirt, while, again, life has passed me by.
Now, don't get me wrong.
I know it's all my fault.
I've been watching as life got closer and closer and I knew it was gonna fly right by, but I never did a damn thing to prepare to jump on it as it passed by, and grab it by the proverbial horns.
So fuck me, it's my fault.
It always has been...