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IS IT OVER YET? PLEASE?
JULY 2009

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Happy birthday Dad.
I so hope you're at peace.
All the guilt I felt when you passed has been multiplied greatly over the last year. I wasn't there for you nearly as much as I should have been. I'm so, so sorry.
I love you.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

So I get a lot of grief for being Mr Negative. Mr Downer. An asshole, etc.
Hello, my site is called "Little Piece of Misery"! It's just who I am.
I've never misrepresented who I am.

Anyway, here are some darkly over-dramatic / FML type haiku. Hellku, if you will...

Life holds no meaning
Can that really be all there is
Why bother at all

Hate is all I know
Blinding and corrupting me
Hate is who I am

Darkness all I see
There is no light no hope
Damn this existence

Futility reigns
Uselessness is brutal truth
I am trapped in Hell

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

I'm not a good person. I'm a very weak person. I have a very bad temper. I believe I stopped growing psychologically / emotionally long before I should have; arrested development in its worse case scenario. I lay awake in bed and my brain floods with thoughts of just how fucked up everything around me is; most of it being my own fault, some of it out of my hands. Eventually I succumb to the darkness and finally fall asleep, albeit for just a little while.

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