Blood is dripping
Dripping from the edge of the silver platter
The silver platter on which I willingly served up my heart to you
There it lies
Lies there bloody, chewed up and spit out
Spit out when you decided it was no longer to palpable to you
It’s still fresh
Fresh and warm as the day I gave it to you
Gave it to you willingly upon a silver platter once upon a dream come true
Now there’s a hole
A hole where my heart should beat
Beating with the undying love I somehow still feel for you
I’m just a glutton
A glutton for punishment
Punishing myself by holding on with unflinching fortitude
But my anger
My anger is for me but not for you
For you did nothing wrong and I did nothing right
It’s all my fault
It’s all my fault
It’s all my fault